Why’d I wake up like this? I fell asleep happy… Well I thought I did… Something was really missing maybe that’s why… why do I bother caring? I waste my time right? Yet here I am all depressed and shit while ur I guess “O.K.” not fair at all.. But I cant do anything… Well I’ll just stop trying
Today I went to Sf with my family. It was great hanging with everyone.. especially my mom.. I told her all my boy problems and she talks like my best friend. I LOVE HER. My dad was all over the place. Making fun of my uncles. Making them wear stupid masks and making jokes that are inapropriate. Its been a while since ive seen him. My dad put a stink bomb in thier car.. swear hes so mean sometimes.. but thats my dad hehe. :D
All my family keeps talking about is moving to Manila… Im not so sure if I want that life anymore. I mean IM LEAVING SO MUCH BEHIND. It makes me sad that im not going to see some people till 4 years from now. But now I feel like I have no choice but to go back. I just want my parents to stop working soo hard. TWO JOBS each? 6 days a week? I can’t do that to them anymore. Id rather have them alive. I guess might as well live out my last year here!!!!!